All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. For this sin, we deserve to be condemned to hell.
But in His word, God tells us: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." -John 3:16 NKJV
You, like me and every other person needs salvation, which we are given in Jesus Christ.
You can not earn your way into Heaven, the only way is to repent of your sin and turn to Jesus. "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." -John 14:6 NKJV
Please know that as you become a new creation in Christ, an attack of the enemy often follows shortly. Because nothing can separate you from the love of Jesus, he can not tear you away. But he can try to make you stumble. We encourage you to find a home church, there is protection in the fellowship of believers.
If you have given your life to Christ we would love to rejoice with you, please email us! standforchristnow@gmail.com